Thank you guys. I really have no other words, so thank you. I am trying to go through all of my mail and if I dont get back to you (or reply to your sweet comments) please forgive me. I am going to try my best.
This morning has been a good morning- Just waking up in my own home was the start of a very good day. The hospital called this morning and said that Emma’s blood culture was growing, but the antibiotics that she is on should cover the infection. Im amazed honestly that we have made it through this last upheaval as well off as we did. I am also confident it is because of prayers and your love for me and my family.
I’m blown away by this community- I struggle with sharing sometimes, because of past wounds and insecurities- but your true friendships and open honesty have touched me deeply. You have shown His love in a tangible way, and I am so very thankful for each and every one of you who came and checked on us these last few days. Those of you who called, and those of you who emailed. Knowing that when the hard times come with Emma – There are so many people who are going to lift her up. Blows me away, really.
Before we left the hospital, we walked through the NICU where Emma stayed for 5 months on life support. Many had not seen her since her discharge after transplant. It is so amazing to me how people were put in our lives at just the right time. These men and women fought for my child, they held her when I couldn’t, they loved her so deeply. Many of them were amazed at how big she had become- and were honest in their shock that she has done so well. Emma touched each nurse that walked by and said “Thank You”. I know that she honestly had no idea what she was saying, but it was the sweetest thing to stand there and see my daughter say thank you to the very people who saved her life. I know it meant the world to them, and I pray they understand how thankful we are for each and every one of them.
I sat here this morning, while Emma slept and just cried. Both tears of joy and of weakness. There have been so many things in the past 5 years that have tried to rip our faith out from under us- and every time Em goes in the hospital I would not be honest if I didn’t admit I am always afraid she wont be coming home. Life is such a precious precious gift, and I pray that her testimony is one of hope, even in the hard times. I pray that my life is a reflection of His grace and unwavering love from a person who deserves so much less than what she has been blessed with.
This song is one that I play over and over when I find myself weak and fearful. I can honestly say that I listened to it atleast 30 times on repeat while sitting in the hospital room. Rita Springer is one of my favorite artists, if you havent heard of her- you must go now and buy her CD. Her songs are so authentic and powerful.
This post is all over the place! Again, thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I’ve been thinking about you and Emma a lot. SO glad things are looking up. I love that you captured those moments with the NICU. A few years ago at the 24 hour relay for the Children’s Hospital, Dylan and I walked up to a nurse at the Children’s Hospital relay tent (it’s a big park and all the fundraisers have a tent). Dylan handed the nurse a $20 bill and said, “This isn’t enough, but thank you for saving my life.” My heart melted right then and there. I had only asked him to give her the donation. I’m sure there is a special place in heaven for the people of the CH…truly amazing.
Anyway – I hope Emma continues to improve and recover!
xo
So Awesome to hear such a touching replay of this visit, and to think how far Emma has Come! She truely is a Gift from God.
I love you sis.
Heather,
I truly do count in an honor and a blessing to lift Emma and your family before the Throne. I will keep you guys in my heart and prayers. I’m so, so glad that Emma is waking up in her own bed, too. ((((George’s))))
Heather,
“I have to believe” that God is doing a mighty work in your heart and on your sweet Emma’s heart. What a moving song….and poignant post. Your words reflect such honesty and devotion. Your testimony is one of grace and trust; your words reflect your deep and abiding faith. You have touched the hearts of so many readers….and we thank you for the opportunity to pray for Emma! Thanks for the (really great) update–you keep updating, we’ll keep praying!
Diane
You are an inspiration as a mom and believer. Love you…
Dear Heather,
I’ve been so moved by your expression of the heart…thank you for being real and allowing our heavenly Father to bless and encourage those around you. I’ve taken a brief walk down a difficult hospital journey…so good to look back and give thanks!
Love and prayers to you all…
So far I have yet to visit your site without the tears flowing. I have been praying for you and your little Emma Grace all week.
I’m off to download that incredible song. Hadn’t heard it before. What an incredible testimony.
Your faith is an inspiration.
Blessings to you today as you love on your Emma. I will hug my Emma Grace and pray for yours.
Thankful that you are home and that Emma is doing well. We will always be here to lift you up in prayer when you need it and other times as well.
Continuing to pray… thankful for what God has already done… amazed at His faithfulness… in awe of His grace.
I can only imagine how good it feels to be home again, and I am so thankful this stay was so short! Have a blessed weekend.
Oh, Heather. I’ve been so horrible with my blog reading lately.
I had no idea Emma was back in the hospital.
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I don’t have time to read everything now (at work), but I’ve printed it and will catch up!
My prayers are with y’all!
(No need to reply.
Hi, I’m visiting for the first time – and having the privilege to pray for you for the first time as well.
I’m so glad you are home and that Emma is such a courageous fighter. What a beauty she is.
I have five kids, three teens and two littles. My youngest are girls: 6 and 7. My heart hurts for the troubles you have been through. I hate it when they just get fevers and are listless. You have my prayers and love today and always.
How I love that photo of Emma and her Barney in your previous post.
And yes, Emma’s story is a testimony of hope. It always has been. And the things you share with all of us, from your heart, are also a testimony to hope.
Your honesty is uplifting, Heather. Your faith is inspirational.
I’m so glad she came through this one. And, like you, I have no doubt the prayer she was covered with had everything in the world to do with it.
Get some rest, my friend.
Emma’s life has been a testimony of faith and hope. She is a treasure. I am so glad that she came home once again. Each time my daughter goes in to seizure I pray those same prayers, that she will come back to me. Such precious little hearts. May the Lord continue to guard you all.
I’ve just ‘found’ your blog…Emma’s sweet smile has touched my heart. {{Hugs}} & prayers!
Ooooh. I dropped by to see how you are and look at this. I LOVE this look. It’s wonderful. How nice to have a best friend who can do these things. Your design has changed many times since I met you, but this is by far my favorite.
Hope you’re all getting some rest.
Heather, you’ve touched me beyond words……and trust me, that is rare! My youngest son, now 14, spent a lot of time in Children’s Hosp. in Cincinnati, OH as an infant and toddler. Your “walk” through such bittersweet hallways reminded me of so many things. I do know how completely and humbly thankful I have felt for the staff who cared for Ethan (and me). I will always be grateful for them. I plan to purchase the CD with that inspiring song on it. I’ve never heard it before but was blessed beyond measure while listening to it. I turned up the volume, lifted my hands toward heaven with tears streaming down my face, and praised our wonderful Lord and Savior! Thank YOU for blessing ME through your witness for Him. Love and prayers to you and your family.
So glad to see such an upbeat update.
Thank you for continuing to share your journey, it’s a privilege and inspiration to witness. Prayers continue for all of you.
I’m so glad to hear that she’s doing better! You, Emma and the rest of your beautiful family are always in my thoughts and prayers.
I am so glad you are back home. Those tears were probably refreshing and releasing.
Thank you for your sweet comment on my blog, I am still praying for you guys Hope you have a good relaxing weekend.
Blessings.
Heather I’m so glad Emma is well and you guys are back home. And how precious she was saying thank you like that.
Love your new look by the way.
Heather I sent you some mail regarding Hugs and Hope. The Hugs & Hope Club for Sick Kids was created by Marsha Jordan in October 2000, as a ministry of encouragement for children battling critical illness. It may be a means of support for you.
wow…powerful song. Yes, w have to believe. Thank you for your wonderful example and inspiration.
Each night as I say prayers with Snuggle Bug, I offer up a prayer for Emma Grace’s health. God is so good!
I’m so very thankful to hear that Emma Grace is doing better and has made it home, once again.
hello! I stumbled upon your web site tonight and wanted to send you a message and let you know that I will be praying for Emma Grace! I am glad that God gave her strong, wonderful, loving parents who fight the good fight for her! May God bless your family!
p.s. I love that song and may add it to my page soon!! It is very beautiful and powerful!