I have a tumor in my brain. I don’t know what part, or where it is located. I dont know what grade the tumor is. When the nurse called me to tell me about it, her words were short. She told me that the Radiologist had found a tumor that is indicative of a glioma That was all she would tell me other than she had scheduled an appointment with a neurosurgeon for Thursday morning at 8:30 am.
I don’t really know what to say, or how to formulate my words- other than I am just really scared, and really …. scared.
Luckily I was at my parents house when they called, so I wasn’t alone. Mark came home immediately and is now on the phone with his family- so pray for him too, he is really struggling with this right now.
Like every other event in our lives, I trust that God has a plan for this- I trust Him. I have seen Him do miraculous things in our family, and know that, despite the outcome of this current situation, he is sovereign and His love for me is far more reaching than I can ever understand. I know that I am not alone…
Thats all I know.
Specific things to pray for at this moment:
1. My daughter, who was there when the doctor called. She has already experienced so much through Emma’s health, please pray protection over her precious heart.
2. My husband. He hasnt stopped crying.
3. The spinning- I think I could handle this alot better if things would stop moving.
4. For me. For my heart to not be angry or bitter. For me to not second guess the path that is ahead of me. For me to be real in all of this, and not portray strength where there is none.
I know that glioma is cancer. I know that it is treated with neurosurgery to remove the tumor, and radiation and chemo.
I know that I am scared completely out of my mind right now, for me- my family- but mostly my precious children. The things that go through your head when you are told something like this will bring a mother to her knees. I dont want to miss out on their lives.
I also know that I serve an amazing God who is the master physician- and I trust his perfect hands.
Pray hard Thursday Morning at 8:30 am..
I haven’t stopped praying… and I won’t. I’m here for you- if you need anything. Even if it’s just for someone to listen at 3am. I’m your girl.
You’re going to get through this.
((sis)) I have faith, that all will work out. God has a hand on this. He has gotten this family (ours included) through so much and I have faith he will see you through this as well.
you know I am here for you. I love you sis!
keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers
You are going to be bathed in prayer, sister friend…there’s no doubt in my mind. It will be my sweet privilege to lift you and your family before the Father who sees and knows all. Love you!
((Heather)) God’s hand is on you and we, your sisters in Him, are standing with you. If you need anything. A.N.Y.T.H.I.N.G. You know my number.
Love you!
I will be praying for you.
Oh, Heather, I’m so sorry that you are dealing with this. You are definitely in our prayers. I know I would be scared, too. The unknown is always tough. I pray that you will be able to clearly hear and understand what the doctor has to say and that God uses him (or her) to heal you completely.
You’re heavy on my mind and I will continue praying for you. Thanks for the update. I am in shock.
Don’t know you and this is the first post of your that I have ever read, however, I will pray for you and your husband and children. I am a Mom and this is a very scary thought. You always pray for the safety of your children (school, sleepovers) and your husband (driving home from work,health) but sometimes we forget to keep our selves in our own prayers. I know others who pray for me, now I will do the same for you and myself. Godspead!
you have no idea who i am but i will storm the heavens for you. it will be my honor.
peace to you and yours.
I just can’t get my mind around this, Heather. I can’t. Oh my God, I’m praying for you.
I’m praying for you and your family. I’m not a regular reader, but BooMama sent her readers over here and I didn’t want to “lurk” with something this big. Hang in there.
Heather,
My heart is in my throat. I am praying. I emailed you.
dawnz
Coming over via boomama’s. Praying for you!
Blessings,
Angel
Storming the heavens with m2…
Praying in Jax!!! Words cannot express how my heart feels for you!
BIG HUGS!!!!
Praying for you……your children, hubby, parents, and friends. Bless your heart.
Oh my dear friend, we are praying for you
We shall add our prayers to the chorus. Your faith and grace are, as always, a witness to us all.
Heather, I will be on my knees in
Lee’s Summit praying for your complete healing; that your family will feel the arms of God wrapped around their shoulders through all of what is ahead. ~Stacey
I am so sorry you are having to go through this. I am praying for you and am certain God will move mightily in your life through this.
I am praying for you Heather, and your family.
Praying for your complete healing.
Words fail.
Prayers won’t.
I’ve placed you on my blog.
You remain on my heart.
Praying for your healing, the peace of God in your life and your family’s lives and for a sovereign understanding during this time.
Lifting you and yours up, and will do so Thursday morning at 8:30.
Your Sister in Christ,
Cathy
Heather my prayers are with you! A big hug from me to you~
I’m praying for you. Honestly and for real! My dad went thru cancer & chemo, etc. He clung to Psalm 91. I’m praying it for you.
Praying for all of you. I pray that God will wrap His arms around your children right now.
Oh Heather, I am praying, and will be.
I will definately be praying, Heather.
((HUGS))
You and your family will definately be in my prayers. And I’ll be praying for ya on Thursday morning.
God Bless~
Karen
Heather,
I am keeping you in my prayers, even more now than before. Prayer is powerful.
I am praying and getting the word out to praying friends.
Ps 112:7-8
7 He will have no fear of bad news;
his heart is steadfast, trusting in the LORD.
8 His heart is secure, he will have no fear;
in the end he will look in triumph on his foes.
NIV
I’m praying for you too, Heather. I’ll be praying for your family as well. I’m spreading the word to ask for prayer for you.
“The effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much” (James 5:16).
And the prayers of strangers are no less effective. Another “you don’t know me but I’m praying for you” sister in Christ.
Psalm 91 (Heather’s version)
Heather dwells in the shelter of the Most High she will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.
Heather will say of the LORD, “He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust.â€
Surely he will save Heather from the fowler’s snare and from the deadly pestilence.
He will cover Heather with his feathers, and under his wings Heather will find refuge; his faithfulness will be Heather’s shield and rampart.
Heather will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day, nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday.
A thousand may fall at her side, ten thousand at her right hand, but it will not come near Heather.
Heather will only observe with her eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.
If Heather makes the Most High her dwelling—even the LORD, who is her refuge-then no harm will befall her, no disaster will come near her tent.
For he will command his angels concerning Heather to guard her in all her ways; they will lift her up in their hands, so that she not strike her foot against a stone.
She will tread upon the lion and the cobra; she will trample the great lion and the serpent.
“Because Heather loves me,†says the LORD, “I will rescue her; I will protect her, for she acknowledges my name.
She will call upon me, and I will answer her; I will be with her in trouble, I will deliver her and honor her. With long life will I satisfy Heather and show her my salvation.â€
I have been thinking about you all day… and I will certainly keep praying for you especially with what you listed.
Hugs to you all.
Praying and praying some more. I barely know you and yours, but Emma’s mito diagnosis puts you close to my heart.
Remember – He will keep in perfect peace she whoe mind is steadfast, because she trusts in Him (Is. 26:3 – adapted a bit).
Above all things, may you have peace because you know Who is in control. Blessed be the name of the Lord.
Prayers are going up from Iowa to God in Heaven for you and your family.
Oh, dear Jesus, I pray for heather right now. Bring healing in Jesus name. Touch her and her family with a sweet blessing. Bring peace and restoration into their lives. In Jesus name Amen!
I won’t stop praying until it’s healed.!
Hello Heather,
I am praying for total and complete healing, in Jesus’ name – Amen!
Heather,
What a wondrous testimony of the grace of God in your life. Your story saddens my heart; but I take hope, knowing what a great God we serve. Praying for you and your family. I can’t imagine your pain.
love,
sarah
Yes, praying for you……
I’m so sorry Heather. I’ll be praying for you especially on Thursday.
I will be praying for you! This is horrible without even considering all that your family has already been through. I can’t imagine how you feel right now! (((((Hugs))))
Praying, Heather. You have my number and email address… any time you want, call or write. I’ll pray continually – it’s a promise.
Praying in Arkansas, my friend.
I pray that God will comfort your heart and give you His peace, no matter what may come, and for healing if it’s His will.
My prayers are with you, your husband, and your family. My heart goes out to you all.
Praying … trusting God … encouraging you that God has a plan for you a future and a hope!
Heather,
I believe it is God’s will to heal. I believe God’s promises. I know God has worked in your life too so you know this as well. I believe God’s words in Mark 11:24, “Whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it and it will be YOURS.” You are in my prayers. I pray that there is nothing to find on Thursday Heather.