I have a tumor in my brain. I don’t know what part, or where it is located. I dont know what grade the tumor is. When the nurse called me to tell me about it, her words were short. She told me that the Radiologist had found a tumor that is indicative of a glioma That was all she would tell me other than she had scheduled an appointment with a neurosurgeon for Thursday morning at 8:30 am.
I don’t really know what to say, or how to formulate my words- other than I am just really scared, and really …. scared.
Luckily I was at my parents house when they called, so I wasn’t alone. Mark came home immediately and is now on the phone with his family- so pray for him too, he is really struggling with this right now.
Like every other event in our lives, I trust that God has a plan for this- I trust Him. I have seen Him do miraculous things in our family, and know that, despite the outcome of this current situation, he is sovereign and His love for me is far more reaching than I can ever understand. I know that I am not alone…
Thats all I know.
Specific things to pray for at this moment:
1. My daughter, who was there when the doctor called. She has already experienced so much through Emma’s health, please pray protection over her precious heart.
2. My husband. He hasnt stopped crying.
3. The spinning- I think I could handle this alot better if things would stop moving.
4. For me. For my heart to not be angry or bitter. For me to not second guess the path that is ahead of me. For me to be real in all of this, and not portray strength where there is none.
I know that glioma is cancer. I know that it is treated with neurosurgery to remove the tumor, and radiation and chemo.
I know that I am scared completely out of my mind right now, for me- my family- but mostly my precious children. The things that go through your head when you are told something like this will bring a mother to her knees. I dont want to miss out on their lives.
I also know that I serve an amazing God who is the master physician- and I trust his perfect hands.
Pray hard Thursday Morning at 8:30 am..
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I haven’t stopped praying… and I won’t. I’m here for you- if you need anything. Even if it’s just for someone to listen at 3am. I’m your girl. ;)
You’re going to get through this.
by Laura((sis)) I have faith, that all will work out. God has a hand on this. He has gotten this family (ours included) through so much and I have faith he will see you through this as well.
by Catyou know I am here for you. I love you sis!
keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers
You are going to be bathed in prayer, sister friend…there’s no doubt in my mind. It will be my sweet privilege to lift you and your family before the Father who sees and knows all. Love you!
by boomama((Heather)) God’s hand is on you and we, your sisters in Him, are standing with you. If you need anything. A.N.Y.T.H.I.N.G. You know my number.
Love you!
by LundieI will be praying for you.
by sandiOh, Heather, I’m so sorry that you are dealing with this. You are definitely in our prayers. I know I would be scared, too. The unknown is always tough. I pray that you will be able to clearly hear and understand what the doctor has to say and that God uses him (or her) to heal you completely.
by SusanYou’re heavy on my mind and I will continue praying for you. Thanks for the update. I am in shock.
by PaulaDon’t know you and this is the first post of your that I have ever read, however, I will pray for you and your husband and children. I am a Mom and this is a very scary thought. You always pray for the safety of your children (school, sleepovers) and your husband (driving home from work,health) but sometimes we forget to keep our selves in our own prayers. I know others who pray for me, now I will do the same for you and myself. Godspead!
by Taffyyou have no idea who i am but i will storm the heavens for you. it will be my honor.
peace to you and yours.
by ~m2~I just can’t get my mind around this, Heather. I can’t. Oh my God, I’m praying for you.
by BarbI’m praying for you and your family. I’m not a regular reader, but BooMama sent her readers over here and I didn’t want to “lurk” with something this big. Hang in there.
by EmilyHeather,
by dawnzMy heart is in my throat. I am praying. I emailed you.
dawnz
Coming over via boomama’s. Praying for you!
by EEEEMommyBlessings,
Angel
Storming the heavens with m2…
by LauraPraying in Jax!!! Words cannot express how my heart feels for you!
by DawnBIG HUGS!!!!
Praying for you……your children, hubby, parents, and friends. Bless your heart.
by TerriOh my dear friend, we are praying for you
by ShaynaWe shall add our prayers to the chorus. Your faith and grace are, as always, a witness to us all.
by Kelly WHeather, I will be on my knees in
by StaceyLee’s Summit praying for your complete healing; that your family will feel the arms of God wrapped around their shoulders through all of what is ahead. ~Stacey
I am so sorry you are having to go through this. I am praying for you and am certain God will move mightily in your life through this.
by AllisonI am praying for you Heather, and your family.
by CareyPraying for your complete healing.
by KieshaWords fail.
Prayers won’t.
I’ve placed you on my blog.
by LyricYou remain on my heart.
Praying for your healing, the peace of God in your life and your family’s lives and for a sovereign understanding during this time.
by tonyaLifting you and yours up, and will do so Thursday morning at 8:30.
Your Sister in Christ,
by CathyCathy
Heather my prayers are with you! A big hug from me to you~
by KathleenI’m praying for you. Honestly and for real! My dad went thru cancer & chemo, etc. He clung to Psalm 91. I’m praying it for you.
by amandaPraying for all of you. I pray that God will wrap His arms around your children right now.
by MelanieOh Heather, I am praying, and will be.
by Katrina (Callapidder Days)I will definately be praying, Heather.
((HUGS))
by LindaYou and your family will definately be in my prayers. And I’ll be praying for ya on Thursday morning.
God Bless~
by KarenKaren
Heather,
I am keeping you in my prayers, even more now than before. Prayer is powerful.
by gomomyourockI am praying and getting the word out to praying friends.
by SuePs 112:7-8
7 He will have no fear of bad news;
his heart is steadfast, trusting in the LORD.
8 His heart is secure, he will have no fear;
in the end he will look in triumph on his foes.
NIV
I’m praying for you too, Heather. I’ll be praying for your family as well. I’m spreading the word to ask for prayer for you.
by Wendy“The effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much” (James 5:16).
And the prayers of strangers are no less effective. Another “you don’t know me but I’m praying for you” sister in Christ.
by JackiePsalm 91 (Heather’s version)
Heather dwells in the shelter of the Most High she will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.
Heather will say of the LORD, “He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust.â€
Surely he will save Heather from the fowler’s snare and from the deadly pestilence.
He will cover Heather with his feathers, and under his wings Heather will find refuge; his faithfulness will be Heather’s shield and rampart.
Heather will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day, nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday.
A thousand may fall at her side, ten thousand at her right hand, but it will not come near Heather.
Heather will only observe with her eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.
If Heather makes the Most High her dwelling—even the LORD, who is her refuge-then no harm will befall her, no disaster will come near her tent.
For he will command his angels concerning Heather to guard her in all her ways; they will lift her up in their hands, so that she not strike her foot against a stone.
She will tread upon the lion and the cobra; she will trample the great lion and the serpent.
“Because Heather loves me,†says the LORD, “I will rescue her; I will protect her, for she acknowledges my name.
She will call upon me, and I will answer her; I will be with her in trouble, I will deliver her and honor her. With long life will I satisfy Heather and show her my salvation.â€
by amandaI have been thinking about you all day… and I will certainly keep praying for you especially with what you listed.
by sarahgraceHugs to you all.
Praying and praying some more. I barely know you and yours, but Emma’s mito diagnosis puts you close to my heart.
Remember - He will keep in perfect peace she whoe mind is steadfast, because she trusts in Him (Is. 26:3 - adapted a bit).
Above all things, may you have peace because you know Who is in control. Blessed be the name of the Lord.
by ThoughtfulMomPrayers are going up from Iowa to God in Heaven for you and your family.
by ShelleyOh, dear Jesus, I pray for heather right now. Bring healing in Jesus name. Touch her and her family with a sweet blessing. Bring peace and restoration into their lives. In Jesus name Amen!
I won’t stop praying until it’s healed.!
by AmyHello Heather,
I am praying for total and complete healing, in Jesus’ name - Amen!
by HeatherHeather,
What a wondrous testimony of the grace of God in your life. Your story saddens my heart; but I take hope, knowing what a great God we serve. Praying for you and your family. I can’t imagine your pain.
love,
by Sarahsarah
Yes, praying for you……
by JeniferI’m so sorry Heather. I’ll be praying for you especially on Thursday.
by RobynI will be praying for you! This is horrible without even considering all that your family has already been through. I can’t imagine how you feel right now! (((((Hugs))))
by The Pumkin PatchPraying, Heather. You have my number and email address… any time you want, call or write. I’ll pray continually - it’s a promise.
by SprittibeePraying in Arkansas, my friend.
I pray that God will comfort your heart and give you His peace, no matter what may come, and for healing if it’s His will.
by Diane J.My prayers are with you, your husband, and your family. My heart goes out to you all.
by Luisa PerkinsPraying … trusting God … encouraging you that God has a plan for you a future and a hope!
by TinaHeather,
by annieI believe it is God’s will to heal. I believe God’s promises. I know God has worked in your life too so you know this as well. I believe God’s words in Mark 11:24, “Whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it and it will be YOURS.” You are in my prayers. I pray that there is nothing to find on Thursday Heather.
Praying. Hard.
by dcrmomHere via BooMama, and praying with and for you.
by Rocks In My DryerMy prayers and thoughts are with you and your entire family, Heather. I hope you can feel the love and strength surrounding you all.
by Beth F.heard about you from my friend lundie, you and your family will be in our thoughts and prayers during this very trying time.
by Amywishing you all of the love and healing in the world…
amy @ ladybug picnic
Praying
by JennaGHere via Wendy (Showered with Grace) - praying and sending my love.
by TheresaWish there was more I could say or do, but I am praying :-)
by EmilyI just heard about this from BooMama. I’m so sorry! I will be praying for you and your family.
by AmandaI have not left a comment here for a long time, but I read at Boomama’s about your diagnoses and I just had to come over here and support you and let you know I WILL pray for you and that I am awed and inspired by your honesty and trust in Christ. I know you give Him all the credit. And I believe He honors that. You have SO MUCH on your plate. And from what I see here, you handle it all with absolutely astounding, beautiful, and example-setting grace.
by NikkiCame from Annie (My Life as Annie…). Offering prayer.
Julie
by Joyful DaysYou are in my thoughts and prayers.
by AlexisWANT YOU TO READ WHAT I WROTE ON MY BLOG ABOUT YOU. Hope you won’t mind that I stole that lovely photo of you and your son. Still praying, sweetie.
http://sbees.blogspot.com/2007/04/perspective-on-homeschool-blog-awards.html
by SprittibeePraying for you, Dear!
by Dee DeeYou are in my thoughts.
by JodiHeather,
I don’t know you and normally don’t even pray. You have my prayers though.
This EXACT SAME THING just happened to my very young Uncle a couple years ago. I don’t know all the terms but his tumor was the spiderlegs kind instead of the golfball kind and apparantly the spiderlegs kind is a bit harder to remove.
He fully recovered. 100%
It happens. It can happen that way.
Stay AWAY from the negative/scary/sad internet reports. You don’t need that.
My thoughts are with you and your family,
Jamie
by fully operational battle stationPraying fervently for you and your family.
by julieI’m praying right now for you and yours, and I’ll continue to remember you in my prayers!
by SusanneI wish I had better words to tell you how I’m feeling right now, the love and hope that I’m feeling for you, but I don’t really have anything other than to promise that I’m praying for you. And especially on Thursday. Hold tight, Heather.
by Sarah's in the Midst of ItI’m praying Heather, and I received some messages this evening already from prayer warriors who are praying too. God is able!
by Darlene (CWO)I just want you to know that I will be praying for you and your family.
by JesseYou and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.
by LynneI don’t even know you, but I am lifting you up to our Heavenly Father tonight!
by WaitingontheLordMay you and your family feel His arms wrapped around you. May you know His love, His joy, His peace in all of this.
We are praying for you and standing in faith for Gods hands to heal and make new! I know that you know anything is possible with our God! Praying for God to comfort and keep you and your precious family!
Hugs,
by TianyTiany
I’m scared for you, too. And I’m confidently praying for your faith and trust to be multiplied as you walk this path that’s been ordained for you! *heavy sigh*
Soooooo many incredible advances have been made in treating brain tumors since I watched my brother-in-law lose his fight 18 years ago; if he’d been diagnosed today, he’d more likely have survived.
Dr. Black in Los Angeles (UCLA Med Center, I think) is supposed to be one of the very best.
by grafted branchHeather, I will be praying for you and your sweet family. God is holding you all in His hands.
by Big MamaThere are no words.
I found your site several weeks ago from dcrmoms. Just wanted to let you know that I’m praying for you! If God does not instantly heal you with one touch - May all the things you have learned from Emma Grace help you navigate the journey you seem to be beginning, and may God mightily sustain you.
by weavermomHeather, One more person here praying for you and your family.
by KristineHeather,
by Jennifer LopezI will be praying for you. I’m not sure what more to write because I can not even begin to imagine what you are going through, but know that I will be praying for you. We serve an Awesome God and He will never leave you nor forsake you. Also, someone gave me this scripture the other day and now I want to share it with you:
“Trust in the Lord with all thine heart and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.” Proverbs 3:5-6
I know you don’t know me, but I want you to know you and your family will be in prayers.
by ChristinaPraying for you and your family. May God bring peace and joy, even in this trial.
by Alex HarrisTiany Shared today on her blog what you are experiencing on your blog. I wanted to let you know that I am praying for you and your family. I have a Heather too. I do not know if you know it or not, but one of the meanings of Heather is “Joyful Spirit”.
Heavenly Father, I lift up this sweet sister in the Lord to you and to your plan for not only herself, but her family as well. Marriage is a gift that allows us to experience not only our own trials, but our spouse’s and childrens’trials as well. We are all connected and your plan is to bring us closer to you in everything we experience. I pray strength and wisdom for her beloved, tha he will know when to just hold Heather and not speak and whenshe will need his words of comfort and peace. Only You know the times and the differences in the two. I ask for mercy Lord o her behalf and on behalf of her children. Your grace is sufficent, but sometimes we need more than grace Lord, sometimes we need Mercy, we need miracles and we need Your limitless compassion. Heather is strong, she knows Your promises and on the days when “having done all,You find her standing, I pray You will surround her with those that are strong enough to hold up her arms just as Moses arms needed holding up in order for the Battle to be won.Everytime someone speaks her name, fill her spirit with great joy. You are a Mighty God, our Great Physcian. In Your care Heather is safe. Become the hands of her surgeons, give them wisdom beyond that of books and experience, super natural wisdom to care for Heather. May she hear words for hope and promise in every step she takes on this path, lighted by Your Word. In the Mighty name of Jesus that gives light in the darkness, amen
Faith is the substance of things hoped for….keep your hope up!
Because of Jesus, Bobbie
by bubbebobbieHeather,
by ToniI read of your diagnosis from another blogger sister over at Mayhem and Miracles. Please know that I will pray for you, your dh, children and extended support system as you walk through this valley together. I will pray for complete healing as I lift you up to the Father and trust you to His care. And for strength and courage for each and every small and large moment of the path before you.
Love in Christ,
~Toni~
Dear, precious Heather… I’ve been literally on my knees tonight, lifting you up to our powerful Heavenly Father. I’m just about speechless when it comes to leaving any sort of comment here, and all I can come up with to say is that I’m praying. You are being so completely covered in prayer by so many… the Lord is in control, and He is not slack concerning His promises. He will get you through this. Sending hugs…
by AshleighHeather~
by YoungMommyYou are in my prayers to the Lord of all, now, through Thursday and beyond. May the supernatural peace of Jesus fill you, your husband and your children!
(((Hugs)))
Heather:
by MichellePraying for you, your husband, your children and all of your family. Our family will pray for the doctors, but most importantly we pray for peace in your hearts and for God’s healing to fill your body.
God bless,
Michelle
Hang in there. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts. I know you have no clue who I am but if you ever want/need another mama with cancer to talk or vent to. I’m easy to find.
Hugz,
by JoJo
Just said a prayer for you and your family.
by JaneAbsolutely brutal Heather. I am so incredibly sorry that you all have to endure such agony.
Praying for sure!!!
by Janice (5 Minutes for Mom)I’m a cancer patient. It IS scary. But God says He will be your strong tower, and you can count on that to be true.
Please go to http://www.desiringGod.org (John Piper’s site) and read his article, “Don’t Waste Your Cancer.” I printed out a copy so I can read it again when I focus more on my disease than on my Savior.
Soli Deo gloria.
by TCI have just read the news, and I am praying too. I am walking to the grotto on the mountain today and have so many candles to light. Yours will be one of them. God is near. He is all powerful.
by LindsYou and your family are in my prayers. God is in control. Rest in His grace and mercy!
by UrailakHeather,
by LinseyI’m afraid you don’t know me either but I wanted to say how sorry I am about what has happened, but isn’t it a blessing when God’s people unite together in prayer? ‘God is our refuge and strength, an ever present help in trouble’. Ps 46:10
Just wanted to let you know that I will be praying for you and your family.
Beverly
by Beverly HernandezHeather, I am so sorry for what you are going through. You have our prayers. God bless.
by DawnWishing you complete healing.Praying for you on Thursday and in all our prayers. Praying that all evil goes away and grace and God’s love shower you and yours. Amen.
by Irenethinking of you and sending prayers up on your behalf.
by liz~liz
You will be in my prayers!!
by JodiI’m here via Musingsofahousewife, dcrmom. Will be praying for the peace that is above all understanding for you and yours!
by midlife momI’m praying, Heather. . . . What a blow. I don’t have to give you any of the Christian platitudes, because you know them, and stated them yourself. Hang in there.
by Jennifer, SnapshotHeather,
I’ve recently came across your blog, and enjoy visiting. I am so sorry to hear about your brain tumor. But we serve a mighty God, who can heal! Lifting you up in prayer… as well as your family .
Please keep us posted.
by Amy BethBlessings,
Amy Beth
Heather…covering your family in prayer. Will be praying specifically for the points you outlined and trusting in Him in the details.
by TCCpraying for you and your family!
by girlymamaWe are praying for healing and peace for you and your family. I am so sorry.
by JenniferGirl! I am lifting you up to the Father with all the faith I can muster. He will be glorified, so stand strong in that.
by Karen (Changed by Love)“He rescues me when my ship is tossed at sea. He rescues me when my mountain’s too high to see. And when my valley is hot and dry - I can’t find a place to hide. Jesus comes and He rescues me.” - Kyla Rowland
“Impending storm just ahead. I can see the darkened clouds. There’s no way around it. There is no way out. There was danger all around me. Surely I would drown. Til the force of His presence made the waves to lay down.
He walked out on the water. Facing the wind. How it roared and it thundered til He raised His hand. Then the waves that were raging were suddenly calm. When He stepped between me and the storm.” - Kyla Rowland
Praying that He will step out onto your sea and speak peace to the waves that are tossing your ship. May the “force of His presence” be with you, your family, and your physicians during this storm.
Much love and many prayers.
by AuntieBPraying for you, your husband, and your precious children.
by myrnaShalom, Heather!
I have a friend who had a tumor in the parietal lobe that was cancerous. She is still alive and in apparent remission, despite dire predictions. The miracles of modern medicine are many!
May the Source of Strength who blessed our mothers and fathers bless you also with healing and bring a complete healing to you and your family.
Our thoughts are with you and we have added you to our healing prayer list every morning.
by Elisheva LevinHeather, I will be praying for you each day.
by Rebecca B.Love, Rebecca B. in Ohio
I came over via BooMama. I’m praying, Heather!
by TheresaHeather, I’m praying for you and your family too….that you would find comfort and peace,
by Lines From The VIneeven in the midst of this trial.
My heart goes out to you and your family. Y’all will be in my prayers each and every day. (((Hugs)))
by CarrieYou are in our prayers, and we will continue to keep you held up.
Ali
by AliPraying so hard for you right now, and will continue to do so!