Holding My Head High

I realize that I hadn’t posted a picture yet, so here I go…

This is me coming out of surgery. I am sleeping peacefully, oblivious to what just happened in my head. I went down to the ICU and slept some more, so I am told.

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This is my incision. I had my staples removed today, which hurt like a big dog.

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This is me today. I will lose my hair around the spot that the brain tumor was when I go to radiation. I am okay with that, a little sad but okay. All in all it is a small price to pay for complete health…

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So there you have it. I have speech therapy this afternoon. And my mom is scheduling radiation for me as we speak. Im losing weight, but that is to be expected. Stress and not eating will do that to you! I will lose more weight when I go through radiation and chemo, so…. I need to eat more, but I have little to no appetite lately.

I am emotionally doing okay. I hear a song on the radio and I break down, but that is to be expected to. I want to be here for my husband and my children. I want to watch them grow old, get married and I want to have grandbabies. Oh how I want to have grandbabies…

I love my life, I love my husband. I love my children. I love my parents.

This is all for them. Because I wouldn’t be who I am today without them. I wouldn’t be where I am today without them.

I love my life…

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Comments

  1. You look great Heather!! Thanks for sharing pictures. 🙂

    You just keep on loving your life sweetie. God is right there with you.

  2. You look awesome!! I could only hope to look so beautiful after surgery – any surgery, let alone brain surgery!

    You are such an incredible woman, Heather and I know you will plow through radiation like a champ!

    I continue to lift you up in prayer constantly! Hugs!

  3. You look A-MA-ZING! You continue to be in my prayers.

  4. MichelleM says:

    I have been praying and offering my Masses for you, Heather. I was also reading Tobit a few nights ago, and since then have also been praying that the archangel Rafael will bring God’s healing to you as he did to Tobit and Anna, Tobiah’s wife!! Read it if you haven’t. I also think that when you get finished with radiation you should look into hair transplantation surgery!! It suely can’t hurt, and you’ll have one less thing to be sad about! I wish I could ease all your sadness…

  5. WOW, AWESOME to SEE YOU, Heather!! Keep on walking dear one, one day at a time. Do the next thing…enjoy the next moment.

    Love and prayers always…

  6. Peggy G says:

    Heather…my you are looking good!!!
    Prayers still going up for you and for your family!! Peggy in Southern Missouri

  7. You look great. I am very glad Heather that you love your life, that is important.

  8. Hang in there, baby. You look great, by the way!

  9. You look FABULOUS!!! It is awesome how well you are doing!

    Miss you tons – think about you all the time!

  10. Heather, I too think you look great. Continuing to keep you and the family in prayer. God Bless you all. Karen in Pa.

  11. You look great, Heather! And WOW, how far they’ve come. I had brain surgery 18 years ago and THOUGHT I’d have an incision like that (even bought ribbons and bows to cover it). But when I went in, the orderlies came to shave my whole head! Right before going under, I talked them into shaving off only 1/2 my hair. They shook their heads, but agreed anyway. After the surgery I had the remaining hair permed and colored (it was the 80s, ya know), lol. Seriously, you look really good!

  12. I have been praying for you….and your family…

    this is a beautiful community of prayer warriors….

    God’s blessings…

    donna

  13. You are still (and will always be) one of the most beautiful people I have ever had the pleasure of meeting (even if it is only in the blogging world). You look fantastic. I am rooting for you and you and your family are in my daily prayers. Hang in there!!
    Mel

  14. You are beautiful!

  15. You’re amazing – in a word just AMAZING – you look amazing, your taking this amazingly with so much grace, you amaze me, and make me strive to WANT more!!!

    Praise you, and Praise God!

  16. YOU are one amazing woman! You just shine and your witness speaks for itself. Thank you so much for sharing your journey. Know that I care!

  17. What a beautiful tribute from such a beautiful lady!

  18. You look terrific Heather! 🙂 I’m still thinking of you and praying for you here in Iowa. Stay strong!

  19. Well, it’s been said again, and again, but my first thought was how beautiful you looked. Like a warrior. God bless you! I bet those staples did hurt!

  20. You look beautiful! AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL! God is not finished with you my friend, you are blessing us every day!!!!

  21. Karen D. says:

    You are a beautiful person, inside and out. Praying for you here in Northern CA.

  22. Simply beautiful. The scarf headbands are very much in style right now! Hang in there!

  23. Heather,
    Your honesty and openess about all you are going through, show deep courage and strength.You remind me of a shepherd boy named David. Like him, you are facing this giant head on and though I know you must wish that you did not have to fight this particular battle, it is here and raging around you.And that being the case,I pray, that like David, you will run to fight your Goliath and like David you will rail against this unwelcome intruder and like David you will overcome in the strength and power of the Lord. I pray this giant of adversity will be totally defeated and destroyed and that many, many, many years from now, you will hold your precious grandbabies in your arms and tell them the story of how our awesome God healed you and that the lullabies you sing to them will be songs of victory.

  24. Heather, you remain beautiful, but I never doubted that. Staples from your head, OUCH!

    Lady, you are doing awesome and inspire me to no end. Keep up your strength, eat and take care.

  25. Heather, you look awesome! 🙂 I believe just having surgery will cause you to lose weight and affects your appetite. Drink milkshakes with your meals, that will add weight to you.

    Continue to pray for you and your family.

    Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your Heart. Ps. 37:4

    Thank you for sharing the photos and being so open and honest, you are an encouragement to all of us.

  26. Beautiful, beautiful pictures. Praying for you here in NJ.

  27. ((((((((Heather)))))))),
    God created the world one day at a time. The “all” of creation was enormous and He *could* have spoken every last bit of it into existence all at once. Yet, He purposefully did it one day at a time.

    And this journey you set foot on is enormous as well. And God can and will take you through it, one day at a time. Cling to the Lord of Heaven and earth.

    Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgement that something else (Heather’s God and her family) is more important than fear. ~Ambrose Redmoon

    Blessings,
    ~Toni~

  28. YOU ROCK, HEATHER!!

  29. Checked in for an update. You look fabulous and sound upbeat. Will continue to pray for you.

  30. Continuing to “pray without ceasing” for you..here in northern California. Thank you for posting the photographs.

  31. I hope this doesn’t seem strange, but as I look at these pics I remember that you once wrote about how you always held your head to one side. This picture looks different.

    You look beautiful. Happy belated mother’s day.

  32. You are so beautiful with words and attitude!

  33. I can only echo what everyone else has said. Just know that we are praying for you here in Israel too. Praying for your SHALOM (wholeness/peace) that comes from the Prince of Peace.

  34. Your beauty shines through here… God will continue to give you the strength you need…
    God bless you.
    xoxo

  35. You look great! If you can, just take one step at a time and you’ll be amazed in just a little while how many steps forward you have taken. I’m amazed at how far along you have come with only being out of surgery such a short time…guess that’s the power of prayer. Praise God!

    I’ll continue to keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.

  36. Heather, you are the picture of an angel in that first picture. Absolutely beautiful! And you look great in the other ones, too. Keep fighting this kiddo! Keep praying! I’ praying for you, too!

    Love,
    Elisa

  37. Looking good ma’am! Keep on keepin’ on!

  38. Jeannine says:

    You are an awesome inspiration! May God continue to bless you! I am so very thankful that you bravely continued this blog throughout your difficult journey. It has been faith-strengthening to read your words. The prayers continue!

  39. Wow. You are a sure inspiration to me!
    I continue to pray for you as the Lord brings you to mind each day.

  40. You look great! That is a lot smaller than I thought something like this would be!! It is so wonderful to have such a supportive family!

  41. You look incredible! Keep holding that head high – remember all for His glory! 🙂
    We are still praying for you and love the pictures.

  42. You look wonderful and that is exactly how you will look each and everyday to those who love you. You have the radiance of youth on your side too!!! When you go to your “tanning” sessions and get a new hairstyle…..look at it as an opportunity to try out some of those new scarf headbands and such. One step at a time ….you are on your way! Thank you for your updates and I continue to pray for you and your family 🙂 Blessings through this journey.

  43. You look wonderful. We are still praying.

    In his endless love,

    Angel ( Angel Mama Pearls of Wisdom)

  44. I never knew one could look so beautiful even with her head wrapped! 🙂 So happy to hear all these positive posts.

  45. Heather, you are beautiful! Thank you for bravely sharing your story and your emotions with us…even when it’s difficult. It makes us all appreciate our lives a little more. I pray for you…and your grandbabies!

  46. Kelly K says:

    you look wonderful. we are still saying prayers for you and for your family. God is GREAT. He will never forsake us.
    In Him,
    Kelly K and Family in NC

  47. Heather, your faith and strength is a gift to your family.

    I can only imagine that you must be waiting to wake up from all of this, it’s just so unimaginable, but God is using you.

    Be blessed, and healed, sweet one.

  48. Heather, you look beautiful! My prayers for you continue. Hugs!

  49. YOu look absolutely beautiful…You ARE beautiful, inside and out!

  50. i see a young woman with steely determination in gorgeous blue eyes…you are amazing and give me so much inspiration. you are an instrument of God, dear one.

    still praying for your complete health…