When I started this blog I had no idea that I would be a cancer patient. I had no idea that I would have radiation or chemotherapy. I had no idea that I would travel to Rochester MN and undergo brain surgery. I had no idea.
Now, looking back, I can see the hand of God all over my life. I can see him in the big things, like my ear infection and dizziness which required an MRI; An MRI which discovered a brain tumor. I can see him in the trip to Rochester and I can see him in the midst of my brain surgery.
I can see Him in the midst of my despair. I can see Him in the midst of my joy.
I want to share this with you, because I know that I know that my savior loves me. I know that I know that He has me wrapped in His unfailing love. Even when I cant feel Him, He is there and He loves me. He promises never to leave me nor forsake me, even though I have left Him many times. His love is steadfast.
Especially Heather. He especially loves me. I cant begin to fathom that, yet His word tells me so…
“Don’t be afraid, I’ve redeemed you. I’ve called your name. You’re mine. When you’re in over your head, I’ll be there with you. When you’re in rough waters, you will not go down. When you’re between a rock and a hard place, it won’t be a dead end— Because I am God, your personal God, The Holy of Israel, your Savior. I paid a huge price for you: all of Egypt, with rich Cush and Seba thrown in! That’s how much you mean to me! That’s how much I love you! I’d sell off the whole world to get you back, trade the creation just for you.” – Isaiah 43
I hate that I am going through this. I hate that my family is going through this, BUT He promises never to leave me or forsake me. He promises that I am His. He promises that He is my personal God. He promises…
And that is good enough for me.
Heather, that might be the most perfect post I’ve ever read. Just beautiful.
I’ve been praying for you today.
Hi Heather,
You look great!
Your strength is a blessing to so many!
I’m praying for you and for your family.
Blessings my friend.
Annie
Prayers continue, Heather. God’s way are mysterious, but always trustworthy.
As you begin treatment I’m praying you will feel His strong embrace and be surrounded by His peace and presence.
Prayers continue, Heather. God’s way are mysterious, but always trustworthy. As you begin treatment I’m praying you will feel His strong embrace and be surrounded by His peace and presence.
Music always touches me in a way that mere words can’t sometimes. Touched by the Holy Spirit through song I guess you could say.
While listening to some music before going to sleep tonight I heard this song and felt the lyrics were appropriate for what you are going through. So I thought I’d share them with you.
It is an Elvis Presley song (big Elvis Fan here), love his Gospel music.
This song has gotten me through many dark nights. I hope you find comfort in it’s words.
“Known Only to Him”
Known only to him are the great hidden secrets
I’ll fear not the darkness when my flame shall dim
I Don’t know not what the future holds
But I know who holds the future
It’s a secret known only to Him
In this world of fear and doubt
On my knees I ask the question
Why a lonely, heavy cross I must bear
Then he tells me in my prayer
It’s because I am trustworthy
He gives me strength far more than my share
Known only to him are the great hidden secrets
I’ll fear not the darkness when my flame shall dim
I Don’t know not what the future holds
But I know who holds the future
It’s a secret known only to Him
Keeping you in constant prayer!Christina
You are truly amazing! Praying for you to feel God’s love surrounding you, holding you, comforting you, and keeping you safe.
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You are an amazingly special person, Heather. God believes in you, as do all of us reading through your family trials, tribulations, and now brain cancer.
(Thank GOD!) I haven’t personally had cancer, but have watched numerous close loved ones die fighting this terrible disease within the last 7 years including my dad, my husband’s parents, a grandparent, as well as a close personal friend.
Our family ALWAYS participates in the local American Cancer Society Relay For Life event. This year’s event is tomorrow night. We always buy luminaries in memory of or in honor of loved ones lost. I have also purchased a luminary in your honor. I have prayed for you continually ever since your blog was linked on another blog requesting prayer prior to your surgery. Please know that my prayers will continue through this journey.
May God hold you close, and give you peace, and lots of hope.
In Christ,
Sandi