I apologize..

For not taking the time to post, but right now managing my time is getting away from me.  So when I think at the end of the day “I should write a quick post about that” when we are homeschooling ; the end of the day turns into next week and I am just so exhausted.   Homeschooling really takes alot out of me, on top of all of my other “normal” responsibilities.

Problem is, I don’t feel so normal just yet ;)

Not that I am complaining, trust me. At the end of the day, I just want to sit on the couch in my pajama’s and watch tv until I fall asleep (which is usually early).

If you have emailed me or sent me a message thru my contact page, I am sorry that I havent replied… Honestly I havent even opened them in two weeks..  But I will get to them as soon as I can.

Do you ever feel like life is just getting away from you?  I’m there… But I am hoping that it gets better once this chemo fog lifts. Then I can really go back to the person that I use to be (with some limitations).

Thank you all for continuing to come here… Even when I have the same post up for weeks ;)

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30 Responses to “I apologize..”

  1. Beth/Mom2TwoVikings on September 8th, 2008 7:41 am
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    Feeling the same way here - new schedule and still getting used to it. What do they say - any new habit takes 10 weeks? LOL Let’s BOTH hope it doesn’t take THAT long! LOL

    Beth/Mom2TwoVikingss last blog post..More than 6?

  2. Gayle @ thewestiecrew on September 8th, 2008 8:22 am
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    You know what, friend? I feel that way with homeschooling and chauferrring, ect. and I’m not even undergoing chemo. I can’t even imagine toughing it out with that.
    No worries, we’re here.

    Gayle @ thewestiecrews last blog post..Take Me Out to the Ballgame

  3. Cheryl Anderson on September 8th, 2008 8:40 am
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    Heather,
    You are so sweet to think of us, but you are doing the right thing by keeping your family and yourself first. Keep doing what you are doing and when you get a moment and feel like blogging and giving us a little update, we will be glad to hear it. But, I don’t think anyone would want you to wear yourself out and feel bad because you haven’t blogged every day. We just love you and want you to be happy and healthy. Am I right ladies?

    Cheryl Andersons last blog post..Wreck

  4. Jennifer (Et Tu?) on September 8th, 2008 8:48 am
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    As usual, thank you for your honesty. We’ll keep reading, no matter how long it takes you to update! God bless you and your family.

    Jennifer (Et Tu?)s last blog post..Answer my emails: Truth and religion

  5. Mrs on September 8th, 2008 8:56 am
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    Thank God for Google Reader! It lets me know when you have something new. Homeschooling is a LOT of work, especially the first three years! It takes a while to get into the rhythm of things.

    A suggestion - keep a notepad handy to jot down those blog ideas when the occur! That way they don’t disappear completely.

    Blessings to you and yours!

    Mrss last blog post..Russia, First Co-op

  6. Kate Snodgrass on September 8th, 2008 9:52 am
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    I’m with you on the lack of posting, girl. Not to worry. When you and I post is when we do. Oh well.
    Hang in there…. Not a Godly response I know…
    k-.

  7. Bernadette on September 8th, 2008 10:06 am
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    No need to apologize. You take care of yourself and your beautiful family that of course is of singular importance.
    You’re always in my prayers.
    You’re a brave soul to homeschool I admire your hutzpah.

  8. Barb on September 8th, 2008 10:37 am
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    Hi Heather,

    You are focusing on the right thing-family. I am glad that you are resting some as well.

    We’ll be here waiting. No hurry. :biggrin:

    Prayers are always being lifted up for you and your family.

    hugs,
    Barb

    Barbs last blog post..Still summer here

  9. Cathy on September 8th, 2008 12:03 pm
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    Dear Heather,
    Don’t worry about us, dear. You and your family are important first. A lot of us are slowing down on the posting. Many are understandably busy with school. You need to rest and take care of yourself. I know God does that, but you know what I mean.
    I am praying for strength for you and total healing.
    Hugs,
    Cathy

    Cathys last blog post..Something Cute

  10. kelli on September 8th, 2008 2:11 pm
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    Hey sweets. Keep doing the family thing. And get some rest.

    I know first hand how easy it is to get too much on the plate.

    R.E.S.T.

    I mean it.

    xoxo

    kellis last blog post..Quick Update, before the Percoset hits it’s stride

  11. Marie on September 8th, 2008 4:53 pm
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    Hi Heather,

    Take it easy, relax your days are busy, thinking about you and praying

  12. CaliforniaGrammy on September 8th, 2008 6:09 pm
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    Do what you gotta do to get your rest. We love you to bits and only want what’s best for you! :wub:
    CaliforniaGrammys last blog post..We’re Smokin’ in Cascadia

  13. JoAnn on September 8th, 2008 7:01 pm
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    Good to hear things are o.k. I hope you start to feel better soon. :)
    JoAnn

  14. Lisa on September 8th, 2008 8:56 pm
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    I admire the fact that you are taking on homeschooling. That has to take a lot out of you.

    I completely understand how you feel with the chemo fog. It just sucks the life out of you.

    Do what you have to do to take care of yourself and your family.

  15. Amanda on September 8th, 2008 10:38 pm
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    Keep your family first!!!! I can not imagine being on chemo and doing all that you do. I have 4 kids with multiple extra curriculars and I am worn out! I’ll continue to pray for you and your family whether I see a new post or not. Hang in there. :silly:

  16. Annamaria on September 8th, 2008 10:41 pm
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    Not to worry, sweet Heather. We are here regardless. Take care of yourself and your loved ones. We won’t desert you.

    Peace be with you!

  17. Susan (5 Minutes for Mom) on September 8th, 2008 11:22 pm
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    I know what you mean about thinking, “Oh, I should write a post about that…” But then not getting to it. I soooooo need to write more posts on our site… I just am so busy with everything, I keep not writing my personal posts.

    How wonderful that you’re still homeschooling!!

    Susan (5 Minutes for Mom)s last blog post..Demystifying the Big Name Blogger: Velveteen Mind Gets Real with 5 Minutes for Mom

  18. Kay on September 9th, 2008 9:19 am
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    Hey, you have kiddos to teach and other important things right now. We all understand! I’m just glad you are doing well! :)

    Kays last blog post..How many licks…

  19. Judy on September 9th, 2008 6:47 pm
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    No need to apologize…..just glad to hear from you! We have to have priorites and right now yours is getting back into the swing of things.

    Judys last blog post..Orientation Day

  20. Casey on September 9th, 2008 8:31 pm
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    We love you girl. We are here to support you! Don’t feel guilty. Get back to normal or close as you can and we will keep checking in! HUGS! :blink:

  21. Amanda on September 10th, 2008 12:15 am
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    Don’t apologize. Being a homeschool mom is more than a full time job! I’m admire you for being able to do that and be on a chemo treatment.

    Hugs,
    Amanda

    Amandas last blog post..Birth Order

  22. Carolynn from Western Australia on September 10th, 2008 12:38 am
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    Raising children, let alone homeschooling them is a huge job and resposibility on it’s own. Then of course you add up al you have been through in the past 12 months, both yourself and young Emma, you are allowed to be too tired to post. :angel:

    I do still visit everyday though as I don’t want to miss it when you do post.

    I feel for what you are going through. Hang in there and enjoy your family and your own time, we will al still be here waiting for you no matter what.

    Take Care
    Lots of Love Carolynn :heart: :heart: :wub: :wub: :wub:

  23. AmandaB on September 10th, 2008 8:42 am
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    You sweet girl - I have three kiddos myself - and life is just busy! Even with limited outside activities - the older they get, the busier we are. When they start to have their own interests it becomes tougher to balance it all and give them the individual attention they need - it just is the way it is…. So take the time for them - and don’t feel guilty about your blog. We check in because you so elequently share what God is doing in your life and that is fuel to us - We check in because we care about you and want to pray for you and your family - We check in because we can relate to you - Thanks for always being so authentic! AmandaB.

  24. Rose on September 11th, 2008 3:22 pm
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    Heather, you have so much going on in your household! No need to apologize, I don’t homeschool or have all the challenges that you do and I can’t find the time to post on my blog daily :smile: . I check your blog every day, sometimes more than once a day and when I find a post, it is so wonderful to “hear” your voice and see what is going on in your life on that particular day. I love seeing the pictures you post, too! God Bless you, Heather!

  25. Bobbie on September 12th, 2008 12:06 am
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    It sounds like you are a typical homeschool mommie to me! congrats on finding normalcy.

    Did the book arrive? I hope it is blessing you as you find your way.

    Because of Jesus, Bobbie

    Bobbies last blog post..Weblink Wednesday

  26. Heather on September 16th, 2008 2:42 pm
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    Heather,
    “Normal” after chemo takes a LONG time…at least it did for me. I still feel like there are days when I’ll never be the same again. Maybe the new normal isnt’ so bad, either.

    Take care of yourself and your family. God will make the rest fall into place.

    Heather

    Heathers last blog post..I don’t get it.

  27. Mothering Heights on September 16th, 2008 7:50 pm
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    I hear you sister. Take good care of yourself. If you get a chance, please send me your address. I want to send you a copy of The Manual for Motherhood Volume 1.

    xoxo Christine

    Mothering Heightss last blog post..Movie Contest: Smart People

  28. Melissa May on September 21st, 2008 12:40 am
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    :dizzy: Oh do I understand about life running away and leaving me behind trying to catch my breath! We just got home last week from a 3 week trip to Thailand - bringing home the latest addition to our family. Adopting a 14 month old (not to mention the jet lag!) had definitely turned my routines on their heads. :silly: It’s all I can do right now to keep everyone fed and clothed and feeling loved. And at times like these - for me and you and everyone - that’s enough. The house and blogs sometimes just have to wait. :wink:
    Melissa Mays last blog post..Yes, We ‘re still alive

  29. Vanessa on September 22nd, 2008 11:24 am
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    Heather,

    Just stopping by to say hope all is well with your family and the homeschooling is going great. Good luck and enjoy your time with your children.

  30. Carol on October 5th, 2008 7:58 am
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    :smile: Heather, thanks so much for posting, never feel you have to post! As for ‘managing our time,’ who can? We love and support you, take time for yourself and we can just link up with you and each other by ‘comments’ and if anyone can give us the secret of ‘managing our time’ please let us all know. Take care, Carol, Australia.

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