Where I am..

I am trying..
to find the new me.
to find my new spot.
to find where I belong.

I am learning..
who I am again.
where I fit in again.
how to live again.

I am grieving..
for the lost time.
for the life that was lost.
for my life without her.

I am hopeful..
that I can find my new normal.
that I can be still and not weep.
that I can look up and know she is alright.

I am trusting..
that my God knows this better than I do.
that my God will lead me through this scattered mess.
that my God sees my heart, and knows my hurt.

That, my friends, is where I am right now.
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I will turn their mourning into gladness.
I will give them comfort and joy instead of sorrow.
-Jer 31:13

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Comments

  1. So much love to you.

    Steph

  2. Jennifer says:

    Thank you for sharing your beautiful heart. Hugs

  3. Lovely. Blessings & hugs to you.

  4. Crystal says:

    What a beautiful post!! It is hard not to think these words were written just for me. I love your writing! Thanks!

  5. Jackie says:

    Beautiful thoughts Heather…Thanks for sharing your heart! Hugs!

  6. Lynda says:

    Agreeing in prayer with you. Gods blessings

  7. Erika says:

    Praying with you Heather!! Thanks for sharing your heart

  8. Becky says:

    Love your website. To have gone threw so much and still praises God is great. I will have surgery soon for breast cancer and hope I can come out of it still praising God. Because in the end He is all that will count.
    TTYL
    Becky