Where I am..

I am trying..
to find the new me.
to find my new spot.
to find where I belong.

I am learning..
who I am again.
where I fit in again.
how to live again.

I am grieving..
for the lost time.
for the life that was lost.
for my life without her.

I am hopeful..
that I can find my new normal.
that I can be still and not weep.
that I can look up and know she is alright.

I am trusting..
that my God knows this better than I do.
that my God will lead me through this scattered mess.
that my God sees my heart, and knows my hurt.

That, my friends, is where I am right now.
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I will turn their mourning into gladness.
I will give them comfort and joy instead of sorrow.
Jer 31:13

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Comments

  1. So much love to you.

    Steph

  2. Thank you for sharing your beautiful heart. Hugs

  3. Lovely. Blessings & hugs to you.

  4. What a beautiful post!! It is hard not to think these words were written just for me. I love your writing! Thanks!

  5. Beautiful thoughts Heather…Thanks for sharing your heart! Hugs!

  6. Agreeing in prayer with you. Gods blessings

  7. Praying with you Heather!! Thanks for sharing your heart

  8. Love your website. To have gone threw so much and still praises God is great. I will have surgery soon for breast cancer and hope I can come out of it still praising God. Because in the end He is all that will count.
    TTYL
    Becky